Sri Lanka: And then they came for me
Written by: Peter Apps

Slain journalist Lasantha Wickrematunge's wife Sonali Samarasinghe pays her last respects during his funeral in Colombo January 12, 2009. REUTERS/Buddhika Weerasinghe
Maybe you have already read it. In the week since he was gunned down by motorcycle-riding assassins in the Sri Lanka capital Colombo, newspaper editor Lasantha Wickrematunge's chilling, haunting final article has been reprinted, redistributed and emailed around the world. A lawyer before he helped in founding the Sunday Leader newspaper, he was always one of the country's most outspoken journalists. He put himself on a collision course with its current government over corruption allegations and the conduct of its war with Tamil Tiger rebels. In the story, he wrote that he expected to be killed by the government side. He levels accusations, talks of his motivation and family and explains why he stayed even though he thought he would die. The government denies any responsibility, saying his killing may have been carried out deliberately to tarnish its reputation and overshadow its recent battlefield victories. But I think the importance of his article goes beyond its Sri Lanka context. It is an unusually eloquent statement from an unusually brave man who also speaks for thousands of other journalists particularly in the developing world and conflict ridden countries where the risks are often highest. Lasantha's final work -- and his fate -- gives much to be depressed about. Much anger and despair will no doubt be expressed at the string of demonstrations both in Colombo and Western capitals. But viewed against a worldwide context of local journalism generally improving across many countries and of brave correspondents willing to stand up to power, I find it hard to read it without at least some sense of optimism as well. I e-mailed the article to everyone in my contacts list. Some of those who replied said they cried, some said they couldn't think of anything to say. One friend, typing with her sleeping newborn child on her chest, said it brought home her responsibility to raise her daughter to stand up for the right things. Enough of my rambling. Below, I give you an edited version of the last, greatest work of Lasantha Wickrematunge. Read the full version. And Then They Came For Me No other profession calls on its practitioners to lay down their lives for their art save the armed forces and, in Sri Lanka, journalism. In the course of the past few years, the independent media have increasingly come under attack. Electronic and print-media institutions have been burnt, bombed, sealed and coerced. Countless journalists have been harassed, threatened and killed. It has been my honour to belong to all those categories and now especially the last. I have been in the business of journalism a good long time. Indeed, 2009 will be The Sunday Leader's 15th year. Many things have changed in Sri Lanka during that time, and it does not need me to tell you that the greater part of that change has been for the worse. We find ourselves in the midst of a civil war ruthlessly prosecuted by protagonists whose bloodlust knows no bounds. Terror, whether perpetrated by terrorists or the state, has become the order of the day. Indeed, murder has become the primary tool whereby the state seeks to control the organs of liberty. Today it is the journalists, tomorrow it will be the judges. For neither group have the risks ever been higher or the stakes lower. Why then do we do it? I often wonder that. After all, I too am a husband, and the father of three wonderful children. I too have responsibilities and obligations that transcend my profession, be it the law or journalism. Is it worth the risk? Many people tell me it is not. Friends tell me to revert to the bar, and goodness knows it offers a better and safer livelihood. Others, including political leaders on both sides, have at various times sought to induce me to take to politics, going so far as to offer me ministries of my choice. Diplomats, recognising the risk journalists face in Sri Lanka, have offered me safe passage and the right of residence in their countries. Whatever else I may have been stuck for, I have not been stuck for choice. But there is a calling that is yet above high office, fame, lucre and security. It is the call of conscience. The Sunday Leader has been a controversial newspaper because we say it like we see it: whether it be a spade, a thief or a murderer, we call it by that name. We do not hide behind euphemism. The investigative articles we print are supported by documentary evidence thanks to the public-spiritedness of citizens who at great risk to themselves pass on this material to us. We have exposed scandal after scandal, and never once in these 15 years has anyone proved us wrong or successfully prosecuted us. The free media serve as a mirror in which the public can see itself sans mascara and styling gel. From us you learn the state of your nation, and especially its management by the people you elected to give your children a better future. Sometimes the image you see in that mirror is not a pleasant one. But while you may grumble in the privacy of your armchair, the journalists who hold the mirror up to you do so publicly and at great risk to themselves. That is our calling, and we do not shirk it. Every newspaper has its angle, and we do not hide the fact that we have ours. Our commitment is to see Sri Lanka as a transparent, secular, liberal democracy. Think about those words, for they each has profound meaning. Transparent because government must be openly accountable to the people and never abuse their trust. Secular because in a multi-ethnic and multi-cultural society such as ours, secularism offers the only common ground by which we might all be united. Liberal because we recognise that all human beings are created different, and we need to accept others for what they are and not what we would like them to be. And democratic... well, if you need me to explain why that is important, you'd best stop buying this paper. The Sunday Leader has never sought safety by unquestioningly articulating the majority view. Let's face it, that is the way to sell newspapers. On the contrary, as our opinion pieces over the years amply demonstrate, we often voice ideas that many people find distasteful. For example, we have consistently espoused the view that while separatist terrorism must be eradicated, it is more important to address the root causes of terrorism, and urged government to view Sri Lanka's ethnic strife in the context of history and not through the telescope of terrorism. We have also agitated against state terrorism in the so-called war against terror, and made no secret of our horror that Sri Lanka is the only country in the world routinely to bomb its own citizens. For these views we have been labelled traitors, and if this be treachery, we wear that label proudly. Many people suspect that The Sunday Leader has a political agenda: it does not. If we appear more critical of the government than of the opposition it is only because we believe that - pray excuse cricketing argot - there is no point in bowling to the fielding side. Remember that for the few years of our existence in which the UNP was in office, we proved to be the biggest thorn in its flesh, exposing excess and corruption wherever it occurred. Indeed, the steady stream of embarrassing exposés we published may well have served to precipitate the downfall of that government. Neither should our distaste for the war be interpreted to mean that we support the Tigers. The LTTE are among the most ruthless and bloodthirsty organisations ever to have infested the planet. There is no gainsaying that it must be eradicated. But to do so by violating the rights of Tamil citizens, bombing and shooting them mercilessly, is not only wrong but shames the Sinhalese, whose claim to be custodians of the dhamma is forever called into question by this savagery, much of which is unknown to the public because of censorship. What is more, a military occupation of the country's north and east will require the Tamil people of those regions to live eternally as second-class citizens, deprived of all self respect. Do not imagine that you can placate them by showering "development" and "reconstruction" on them in the post-war era. The wounds of war will scar them forever, and you will also have an even more bitter and hateful Diaspora to contend with. A problem amenable to a political solution will thus become a festering wound that will yield strife for all eternity. If I seem angry and frustrated, it is only because most of my countrymen - and all of the government - cannot see this writing so plainly on the wall. It is well known that I was on two occasions brutally assaulted, while on another my house was sprayed with machine-gun fire. Despite the government's sanctimonious assurances, there was never a serious police inquiry into the perpetrators of these attacks, and the attackers were never apprehended. In all these cases, I have reason to believe the attacks were inspired by the government. When finally I am killed, it will be the government that kills me. The irony in this is that, unknown to most of the public, (President) Mahinda (Rajapaksa) and I have been friends for more than a quarter century. Indeed, I suspect that I am one of the few people remaining who routinely addresses him by his first name and uses the familiar Sinhala address oya when talking to him. Although I do not attend the meetings he periodically holds for newspaper editors, hardly a month passes when we do not meet, privately or with a few close friends present, late at night at President's House. There we swap yarns, discuss politics and joke about the good old days. A few remarks to him would therefore be in order here. Mahinda, when you finally fought your way to the SLFP presidential nomination in 2005, nowhere were you welcomed more warmly than in this column. Indeed, we broke with a decade of tradition by referring to you throughout by your first name. So well known were your commitments to human rights and liberal values that we ushered you in like a breath of fresh air. Then, through an act of folly, you got yourself involved in the Helping Hambantota scandal. It was after a lot of soul-searching that we broke the story, at the same time urging you to return the money. By the time you did so several weeks later, a great blow had been struck to your reputation. It is one you are still trying to live down. You have told me yourself that you were not greedy for the presidency. You did not have to hanker after it: it fell into your lap. You have told me that your sons are your greatest joy, and that you love spending time with them, leaving your brothers to operate the machinery of state. Now, it is clear to all who will see that that machinery has operated so well that my sons and daughter do not themselves have a father. In the wake of my death I know you will make all the usual sanctimonious noises and call upon the police to hold a swift and thorough inquiry. But like all the inquiries you have ordered in the past, nothing will come of this one, too. For truth be told, we both know who will be behind my death, but dare not call his name. Not just my life, but yours too, depends on it. Sadly, for all the dreams you had for our country in your younger days, in just three years you have reduced it to rubble. In the name of patriotism you have trampled on human rights, nurtured unbridled corruption and squandered public money like no other President before you. Indeed, your conduct has been like a small child suddenly let loose in a toyshop. That analogy is perhaps inapt because no child could have caused so much blood to be spilled on this land as you have, or trampled on the rights of its citizens as you do. Although you are now so drunk with power that you cannot see it, you will come to regret your sons having so rich an inheritance of blood. It can only bring tragedy. As for me, it is with a clear conscience that I go to meet my Maker. I wish, when your time finally comes, you could do the same. I wish. As for me, I have the satisfaction of knowing that I walked tall and bowed to no man. And I have not travelled this journey alone. Fellow journalists in other branches of the media walked with me: most of them are now dead, imprisoned without trial or exiled in far-off lands. Others walk in the shadow of death that your Presidency has cast on the freedoms for which you once fought so hard. You will never be allowed to forget that my death took place under your watch. As anguished as I know you will be, I also know that you will have no choice but to protect my killers: you will see to it that the guilty one is never convicted. You have no choice. I feel sorry for you, and Shiranthi will have a long time to spend on her knees when next she goes for Confession for it is not just her owns sins which she must confess, but those of her extended family that keeps you in office. As for the readers of The Sunday Leader, what can I say but Thank You for supporting our mission. We have espoused unpopular causes, stood up for those too feeble to stand up for themselves, locked horns with the high and mighty so swollen with power that they have forgotten their roots, exposed corruption and the waste of your hard-earned tax rupees, and made sure that whatever the propaganda of the day, you were allowed to hear a contrary view. For this I - and my family - have now paid the price that I have long known I will one day have to pay. I am - and have always been - ready for that. I have done nothing to prevent this outcome: no security, no precautions. I want my murderer to know that I am not a coward like he is, hiding behind human shields while condemning thousands of innocents to death. What am I among so many? It has long been written that my life would be taken, and by whom. All that remains to be written is when. That The Sunday Leader will continue fighting the good fight, too, is written. For I did not fight this fight alone. Many more of us have to be - and will be - killed before The Leader is laid to rest. I hope my assassination will be seen not as a defeat of freedom but an inspiration for those who survive to step up their efforts. Indeed, I hope that it will help galvanise forces that will usher in a new era of human liberty in our beloved motherland. I also hope it will open the eyes of your President to the fact that however many are slaughtered in the name of patriotism, the human spirit will endure and flourish. Not all the Rajapakses combined can kill that. People often ask me why I take such risks and tell me it is a matter of time before I am bumped off. Of course I know that: it is inevitable. But if we do not speak out now, there will be no one left to speak for those who cannot, whether they be ethnic minorities, the disadvantaged or the persecuted. An example that has inspired me throughout my career in journalism has been that of the German theologian, Martin Niem"ller. In his youth he was an anti-Semite and an admirer of Hitler. As Nazism took hold in Germany, however, he saw Nazism for what it was: it was not just the Jews Hitler sought to extirpate, it was just about anyone with an alternate point of view. Niem"ller spoke out, and for his trouble was incarcerated in the Sachsenhausen and Dachau concentration camps from 1937 to 1945, and very nearly executed. While incarcerated, Niem"ller wrote a poem that, from the first time I read it in my teenage years, stuck hauntingly in my mind: First they came for the Jews and I did not speak out because I was not a Jew. Then they came for the Communists and I did not speak out because I was not a Communist. Then they came for the trade unionists and I did not speak out because I was not a trade unionist. Then they came for me and there was no one left to speak out for me. If you remember nothing else, remember this: The Leader is there for you, be you Sinhalese, Tamil, Muslim, low-caste, homosexual, dissident or disabled. Its staff will fight on, unbowed and unafraid, with the courage to which you have become accustomed. Do not take that commitment for granted. Let there be no doubt that whatever sacrifices we journalists make, they are not made for our own glory or enrichment: they are made for you. Whether you deserve their sacrifice is another matter. As for me, God knows I tried.
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Peter Apps covered business, politics, disaster, disease, agriculture and occasional crime stories for Reuters in southern Africa before being reposted to Sri Lanka just in time for a new outbreak of civil war. A minibus crash on assignment in September 2006 broke his neck and left him quadriplegic. Nine months to the day after the crash, he was released from hospital in a wheelchair and returned to work for AlertNet in London, scheming his return to field reporting.
15 Jan 2009 21:55:15 GMT
Peter Apps'���Sri Lanka; And they came for me��� is timely, but more must be done to stop this conflict that has rendered the Tamils as refugees in their homelands. New York based Genocide Prevention Project listed Sri Lanka in the top 8 ���red alert��� countries currently experiencing genocide conflicts. Even worse, the Sinhala dominated Sri Lankan government refuses to allow international relief agencies and reporters to visit Tamil areas to independently assess and report on the condition of the Tamils.
This 30+ years ���ethnic conflict" between the Sinhalese majority and their government aganist the minority Tamils seeking their right to live in freedom and with justice has distressed the Tamils; a million have sought refuge in other countries, many are internally displaced and the remaining live in conditions akin to Nazi era concentration camps. Even the Amnesty International, Human Rights Watch, and the UN Under-Secretary-General for Humanitarian Affairs have urged attention to the plight of the more than 350,000 Tamils civilians caught between the warring parties and the Tamils in Sinhala government controlled areas. The Tamils need international intervention to STOP this war. Similar to the resolution of past ethnic conflicts in Bosnia, East Timor and Kosovo, UN sponsored mediation and a referendum for the Tamils to decide their future, is essential to stop this conflict. We mus find a solution that is acceptable to the majority of Tamils to live in peace and with justice in their own lands.15 Jan 2009 21:56:40 GMT
Thank you Peter. It is wonderful that you continue to practice the profession you so love. I read the Sunday Leader from the time it first came out. I was in Kilinochchi agricuture campus of Univ of Jaffna. Within weeks the Sunday Leader was popular among the English speaking public, students and professionals. It was a breath of fresh air compared to the other Sri Lanka papers and radio. With the embargo on batteries, we listened to the radio using the current generated by the bicycle dynamo! Lasantha and his newspaper was so popular among the Tamils in the North that we have to have standing orders with the newsagency for our copy. Lasantha's, Sonali's and Saravanamuttu's commentaries were well received by Tamils and Sinhalese alike. Lasantha gave space for critical articles that many newspapers will not publish. Kumar Ponnambalam's last article on President Chandrika and her uncle, published in the Sunday Leader, was so devastat! ing that within a week he was gunned down on January 5, 1999. The assassins are still at large.
My wish is that the Jounalists of this world, especially those in Sri Lanka would institute an annual award in his name that would idealise the concept of 'Freedom of the Media" to remind authoritarian governments that the press will never obey their dictates.19 Jan 2009 02:57:16 GMT
By By Lasantha you are not the first or the last journalist to become a victim of state terror in Srilanka in the last twenty years. When Srilankan govt started clamping on the democratic rights twenty five years ago first they laid hand on free press and then on journalist. More than forty journalist working for local and international medias were killed and dumped on roads. Many desided to run away and work from overseas but Lasantha is a brave man who desided to remain in the Island putting aside all threats to his life and friendly advice given to him by his killers to go away. He took up his duty as a true journalist to continuously expose increasing corruption and human right violation in the country. This war is not over yet there are many brave journalist waiting to take your shoes and continue this struggle till freedom is achieved in this beautiful Island one day. Where ever we are we will read and read again your last writings written before expecting this will happen to you soon. It has already started echoing in many places exposing the true colours or tyrants and their supporters.